It has been in my mind for quite some time already, before and after leaving Channel [v]. It was like a death or alive question, whether to extend my internship period for another month, or just leave right away. And you might think, so what, just a simple decision. Yup, is just as simple as yes/no and no crack head situation. Anyway, just ignore those crappy statement, i have already made my decision. But.....is just so sad that when you got to know that you're being appointed to follow the crew for BSB CONCERT! The news came right on-the-dot at this afternoon, which i've already made my decidion to leave, received my testimonial, and on top of that, i've signed the invoice! This is so not mood lifting at all for the fact that i'm leaving Channel [V], actually mainly is due to the tedious work load. If i extend my internship to just another, or maybe i should say, if I tolerate just another month despite all the tedious work, i guess i won't regret for it at all, simply because i get to meet BSB, close contact somemore wey!!
So, i came out with this, (which i think) is brilliant idea and proposed it to JD. I suggested that I'll just go and help just a day, something like i'm a free labour like that. It turned me real down just for one reason, cuz i left Channel [V]. But my name is listed in the schedule, sigh...
Anyhow, i'll still love Channel [V] though, despite the stuck-up look i had with some people there. Well, that's the reality of this world. Take or leave, simple as that. Is high time for me to get over all these, learning on how to deal with multi kinds of human's personality I'll be meeting very soon. That drinking session with JD was really an eye opening thing i would say. Guess maybe listening to his past experiences in different kind of industries does makes me wanna really think deep of what i want from now and my future.
I guess the only thing I'll miss Channel [V] will be probably JD and works we did together. Honestly, i ain't up for anything, he's the friendliest guy among ALL and maybe 2 or 3 more are still cool with me. You wouldn't wanna know how left out i were for the 1st week until Nicolas came. Not that I'm not friendly, but i just don't know how to be friendly with them. Was that terrible...
Channel [V] is packing and off they are shifting back to Hong Kong soon. So no matter how sincere i am to stay and be employed by them as full timer, i'm sure i won't be hired =)
And ya, i got a lot of info from JD bout how straight our local celebrities are, you won't wanna know :P
So, i came out with this, (which i think) is brilliant idea and proposed it to JD. I suggested that I'll just go and help just a day, something like i'm a free labour like that. It turned me real down just for one reason, cuz i left Channel [V]. But my name is listed in the schedule, sigh...
Anyhow, i'll still love Channel [V] though, despite the stuck-up look i had with some people there. Well, that's the reality of this world. Take or leave, simple as that. Is high time for me to get over all these, learning on how to deal with multi kinds of human's personality I'll be meeting very soon. That drinking session with JD was really an eye opening thing i would say. Guess maybe listening to his past experiences in different kind of industries does makes me wanna really think deep of what i want from now and my future.
I guess the only thing I'll miss Channel [V] will be probably JD and works we did together. Honestly, i ain't up for anything, he's the friendliest guy among ALL and maybe 2 or 3 more are still cool with me. You wouldn't wanna know how left out i were for the 1st week until Nicolas came. Not that I'm not friendly, but i just don't know how to be friendly with them. Was that terrible...
Channel [V] is packing and off they are shifting back to Hong Kong soon. So no matter how sincere i am to stay and be employed by them as full timer, i'm sure i won't be hired =)
And ya, i got a lot of info from JD bout how straight our local celebrities are, you won't wanna know :P
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