shortlisted

I suddenly have doubt on my decision. It happens most of the times to anyone who is indecisive on certain matter, even though it is just tiny-whiny little matter. For me, this time, I have doubt, on whether am I certain over for not accepting the offer of being permanent staff for Astro. As mentioned on the above title, yep, I'm shortlisted as to being offered as permanent. To my amazed, I am one of the 5 staffs being selected out of 50 staffs! Well, I've rejected the offer, right away. It is my decision since the very start. But... after knowing the news of being shortlisted out of 50, I had a sudden mix feeling. I suddenly feel wasted for not opting that offer. I am happy, indeed I was very glad for my performance, but on the not bright site is, I'm leaving very soon, and I will not have chance to expand more of my hidden ability :P  After that glad+sad incident, we got to know that we can still continue our contract upon our performance, which me, I am looking forward for it :D 

On another site of story, Ann is shortlisted to serve National Service for batch 6-2009! She has mix feelings either. But her reasons are craps! This news has brought a contradictory point of view between the folks in the family. Dad is very very supportive and very very glad that she is selected, whereby mum is very very concern about this matter. But anyhow, final decision is still up to Ann. As for me, of course I support her ;) Haha!

  

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Off tomorrow, what to do what to do?