Current playlist : Mengejar hadir-Mu (repeat mode)
I always set repeat mode when ever I'm hook on to a new song that I like. As shown above, Mengejar hadir-Mu is a Christian song sang by an Indon. Mind you, they sing the best worship song after Hillsongs. Eversince my tanta (aunt in Indon) has been placed at Jakarta for working purposes, my family loves Indon worship records. One of the reason for playing this song as repeat mode is also because I want to memorise the lyric for the Youth service which is approaching. Its gonna be great, I can sense it.
Back to the title. Saddening.
Well, I reckon that the title is easy to comprehend? Questioning God, the answers that God appear to human is not direct at all, you use senses, in fact the answer might be another question to you again. At times, even how clear cut the answers would be, we, as human just refuses to accept it and therefore, blame God.
This question has been in me all the time, God knew each and everyone of us even when we were at our mother's womb, and He knows our inner being even before we say hello to the world. His word says :"For God so love the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, and who ever believes in Him, shall not perish but have everlasting life." Simply summarises as, if you believe in Christ, you will have eternity.
The question now in me is, to a person who possesses good traits, not a single white lie he has utter before, he is just simply the best guy you can't find on earth, blameless and spotless, just one thing, he doesn't know the existence and greatness of God, can he enters to the gate of eternity? God hasn't show me this, yet. But always and I'm even been taught since young that I can only enter the gate of heaven unless I'm Christian, and of course I must be a good girl, no lies, righteous and holy before Him.
This recent years, since the very year I understand the world, what's life and death to me, I tend to think any matters seriously. Many people came in and out of my life, when is time to go, I should let go, but ending life at the age of 20th? Unbearable. Attended numeral funerals, young and old, cried even they are not my closes, imagine someone really attach to me leaves me?
Was over MSN chatting with Badrul, my ex-Person in charge then ex-colleague when I was employing at Astro. Received a very very unacceptable news from him though and I still can't get over it till now. If you happened to read Metro/Utusan Melayu newspaper, you would know the case of Pegawai Astro Hilang di Lata Hammer. Sad that the English Publication didn't do a write up for this incident, not even The Star. The victim, Cici Norhayanti Roslan, 24, went for camping with the rest of Astro team leaders at Lata Hammer, Bentong. When its about time to pack and leave, he dived into the water just to embrace the nature one more time before leaving. But unfortunately, he got a cramped, the rest of the TLs heard his loud voice shouting for help, they dived in to get him out. To their surprise, they found him not. He was drown and no where to be seen. After much searching and seeking but failed, they quickly called up the fire dept and went to the police station to lodge a missing report. They went to the waterfall again to search for him, but it was dark at night. The body was found after 3 days. How sad.
I always set repeat mode when ever I'm hook on to a new song that I like. As shown above, Mengejar hadir-Mu is a Christian song sang by an Indon. Mind you, they sing the best worship song after Hillsongs. Eversince my tanta (aunt in Indon) has been placed at Jakarta for working purposes, my family loves Indon worship records. One of the reason for playing this song as repeat mode is also because I want to memorise the lyric for the Youth service which is approaching. Its gonna be great, I can sense it.
Back to the title. Saddening.
Well, I reckon that the title is easy to comprehend? Questioning God, the answers that God appear to human is not direct at all, you use senses, in fact the answer might be another question to you again. At times, even how clear cut the answers would be, we, as human just refuses to accept it and therefore, blame God.
This question has been in me all the time, God knew each and everyone of us even when we were at our mother's womb, and He knows our inner being even before we say hello to the world. His word says :"For God so love the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, and who ever believes in Him, shall not perish but have everlasting life." Simply summarises as, if you believe in Christ, you will have eternity.
The question now in me is, to a person who possesses good traits, not a single white lie he has utter before, he is just simply the best guy you can't find on earth, blameless and spotless, just one thing, he doesn't know the existence and greatness of God, can he enters to the gate of eternity? God hasn't show me this, yet. But always and I'm even been taught since young that I can only enter the gate of heaven unless I'm Christian, and of course I must be a good girl, no lies, righteous and holy before Him.
This recent years, since the very year I understand the world, what's life and death to me, I tend to think any matters seriously. Many people came in and out of my life, when is time to go, I should let go, but ending life at the age of 20th? Unbearable. Attended numeral funerals, young and old, cried even they are not my closes, imagine someone really attach to me leaves me?
Was over MSN chatting with Badrul, my ex-Person in charge then ex-colleague when I was employing at Astro. Received a very very unacceptable news from him though and I still can't get over it till now. If you happened to read Metro/Utusan Melayu newspaper, you would know the case of Pegawai Astro Hilang di Lata Hammer. Sad that the English Publication didn't do a write up for this incident, not even The Star. The victim, Cici Norhayanti Roslan, 24, went for camping with the rest of Astro team leaders at Lata Hammer, Bentong. When its about time to pack and leave, he dived into the water just to embrace the nature one more time before leaving. But unfortunately, he got a cramped, the rest of the TLs heard his loud voice shouting for help, they dived in to get him out. To their surprise, they found him not. He was drown and no where to be seen. After much searching and seeking but failed, they quickly called up the fire dept and went to the police station to lodge a missing report. They went to the waterfall again to search for him, but it was dark at night. The body was found after 3 days. How sad.
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YUp.. we all lost a very good friend.
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