Have you ever encountered in a situation whereby you need help so urgently from someone (a particular person), but you just don't know how to ask them for help?
I'm a bubbly person as what I'm being told, so I always put on a face that I'm friendly to other people, I've no awful feelings with anyone. But I've always forgotten one thing in my life, that when I always recall it, I find it stupid and degraded my personality, I've regretted but lesson learned.
I'm stuck with accounts for the past months if you may know, it was horrible. And I'm actually still stuck now, basically the few dreaded accounts were finally done but just to get it balance.
This happened day before yesterday, which was on Tues, called up a high school friend which I used to hang out together then. I greeted once it was answered, her tone of voice was rather not welcoming when she heard my voice, well, I don't know , maybe she is just like that. So I went straight to the point and told her everything. She said she could help a bit but it'll be right after her work and will look on the accounts sheets I fax to her. Ok, with very high hope I prayed that she can do it. But when the clock strikes 1am, she told me by phone we can do much and I felt that I just don't want to trouble her, so I said its alright, I'll see what else I can do. So we hung up. By that moment, something stirred my heart. I remembered for some silly reason she was the one I scolded her very sternly in front of "I've-forgotten-how-many-pairs-of-eye are watching". It was a silly incident, to me. I reckon that she had put that thing in her mind for almost quite a year, and I really believe that she still remembers that. That moment when I hung up the phone, I felt so guilty, its for real :(
After that Tuesday night, she called me very often to check on my account, encourages me not to worry and everything will be fine. And I really wanna thank God for having such a friend who doesn't put my wrongs in her heart. I had a sudden urge to call her though, to apologise for what I've done. But maybe when we are going out for drinks I'll let everything out.
Those were the days, ya..
Need to really get things done by tonight, hopefully. I wanna have a relaxing public holiday tomorrow la.
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On a happier note, my black glossy Dell Inspiron 14 has finally being hugged in my warmth embrace. I've gotten my hands on it but still working on the Windows 7 thing which I'm still quite blur.
Happy Holiday peeps, despite all the sorrows and down moments, you gotta live a life :)
I'm a bubbly person as what I'm being told, so I always put on a face that I'm friendly to other people, I've no awful feelings with anyone. But I've always forgotten one thing in my life, that when I always recall it, I find it stupid and degraded my personality, I've regretted but lesson learned.
I'm stuck with accounts for the past months if you may know, it was horrible. And I'm actually still stuck now, basically the few dreaded accounts were finally done but just to get it balance.
This happened day before yesterday, which was on Tues, called up a high school friend which I used to hang out together then. I greeted once it was answered, her tone of voice was rather not welcoming when she heard my voice, well, I don't know , maybe she is just like that. So I went straight to the point and told her everything. She said she could help a bit but it'll be right after her work and will look on the accounts sheets I fax to her. Ok, with very high hope I prayed that she can do it. But when the clock strikes 1am, she told me by phone we can do much and I felt that I just don't want to trouble her, so I said its alright, I'll see what else I can do. So we hung up. By that moment, something stirred my heart. I remembered for some silly reason she was the one I scolded her very sternly in front of "I've-forgotten-how-many-pairs-of-eye are watching". It was a silly incident, to me. I reckon that she had put that thing in her mind for almost quite a year, and I really believe that she still remembers that. That moment when I hung up the phone, I felt so guilty, its for real :(
After that Tuesday night, she called me very often to check on my account, encourages me not to worry and everything will be fine. And I really wanna thank God for having such a friend who doesn't put my wrongs in her heart. I had a sudden urge to call her though, to apologise for what I've done. But maybe when we are going out for drinks I'll let everything out.
Those were the days, ya..
Need to really get things done by tonight, hopefully. I wanna have a relaxing public holiday tomorrow la.
********************************************
On a happier note, my black glossy Dell Inspiron 14 has finally being hugged in my warmth embrace. I've gotten my hands on it but still working on the Windows 7 thing which I'm still quite blur.
Happy Holiday peeps, despite all the sorrows and down moments, you gotta live a life :)
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