Wednesday, May 12, 2010

of rash and purge

Last night was a nightmare to me. But, I truly want to thank God that I managed to get a good sleep for like an hour plus before the tormenting incident begins.

Yesterday evening after my shower, I had this rather unusual itchiness at both my elbow, it swelled though and I thought its gonna be fine since I've had such weird illness before, I know how to tackle it well. I didn't bother it, just feeling uncomfortable and I kept scratching it.

Everything went well through out the evening, went for tuition, came home online for awhile then headed bed at 10.30pm. I remember my butt itched like so terribly, I kept scratching and scratching and at a point I can feel my whole butt has spots popping out.

It became severe that it lead to my both knees, to my thighs and it happened all very evenly. I glanced through the cellphone, it was 12:45am. And the next thing was, I had a stomach discomfort, I quickly ran in the toilet, sat at the bowl for like 15mins but nothing came out. I nearly tear because I was feeling discomfort for 2 different kinds of pain. So difficult to juggle the feelings :'(

And finally i managed to release the discomfort in my stomach. I wanted to find some itch relief pill but my noises had awaken mum. She alerted me that I can't simply take pills as I'm allergic to medication. She helped me to apply calamine lotion instead to ease the itchiness instead, and of course, I took Ponstan to ease the purge. After all the commotions, it was around quarter to 2 in the morning if I' not mistaken, only then I was able to sleep well.

But this morning, the parts where mum had apply the lotion on were subsided, but new parts begin to feel the itchiness, and I purged for the second time early in the morning. I have no strength, feeling so weak and now I feel sleepy.

God, I pray for speedy recover on me, I don't want MC, I want my record to stay clean to get reward for not taking MC for a year :) God bless me!


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